Mercedes Angelique.

Veritas Lux Mea...

  • 23rd May
    2012
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  • 23rd May
    2012
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Thinking

I constantly test people to see their loyalty. Why? Because I don’t think they understand loyalty or friendship. I don’t think I should have to remind you of things that are important to me. You don’t remind me of things that are important to you because I remember them. I should never have to question people, but I do EVERY DAY. I know that people take me for granted. I want to take that luxury away from them, so I vowed to start weeks ago. A lot of people are failing their tests and it’s sad. People only call/text when they want something or need help. They never just call to check your well-being. Rarely do people ask how I’m doing. It’s quite alright. They’ll be the ones at a loss when I’m no longer conveniently around.

  • 28th April
    2012
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  • 17th April
    2012
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Tranquility.
As I sat and looked at the vast expanse of the ocean, I shed tears.  It was the first time in a long time that I let tears fall down my face.  I have no words for why I cried.  Deep in my heart, I believe it was because I was genuinely happy for a change.  I was able to sit on that beach by myself surrounded by people that I didn’t know and felt peace.  It was refreshing to have those moments to myself… not being bothered by anyone.  I had myself, the sand, the ocean, & God.  And for that, I’m humbled.
<3 

Tranquility.

As I sat and looked at the vast expanse of the ocean, I shed tears.  It was the first time in a long time that I let tears fall down my face.  I have no words for why I cried.  Deep in my heart, I believe it was because I was genuinely happy for a change.  I was able to sit on that beach by myself surrounded by people that I didn’t know and felt peace.  It was refreshing to have those moments to myself… not being bothered by anyone.  I had myself, the sand, the ocean, & God.  And for that, I’m humbled.

<3 

  • 1st February
    2012
  • 01

Tired.

“Clear your mental, emotional and psychic space and you’ll see.” — Fortune Cookie … How does the fortune cookie know this is what I need to do? How does it know my exact feelings? People that are with me every day can’t even pick up on these things. I’m tired. I need out of this house, out of this city… away from these people. I need to go. Counting down the days helps a little. 5 days to go.

  • 8th August
    2011
  • 08

Reblog if you know what these are..

vidocqsociety:

valeria2067:

childofazkaban:

biberoni:

Fact: Kids today and kids in 10 years may not know what these things are and how to use them.

Not lying, I have used EVERY single one of those things for its original purpose.  Now I must go take my osteoporosis medicine and put my dentures in a cup. BRB.  

Ah, floppy disks. Used them in computer class in high school. Because my high school is, as always, on the cutting edge of 1987.

  • 5th July
    2011
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  • 2nd July
    2011
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WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

Asked by: tumblrbot

Vatican City

  • 2nd July
    2011
  • 02
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Adele - Lovesong

I love this song and her voice. 

  • 2nd July
    2011
  • 02

What do you think?

I was driving in the hood the other day and my brain started wandering again.  I saw two young ladies walking with the tightest clothes.  All I could think was if they could breathe.  The one girl’s clothing was so tight and too small.  Did she really think she was portraying herself in the right manner as she sashayed down the street?  Then I started thinking about my people.  When will we understand that you don’t have to dress inappropriately to be noticed?  Why are your clothes so tight?  Why is the waistline of your pants under your butt?  These are questions that are burning in my mind ALL the time.  Your appearance shows how you feel about yourself and is a reflection of you.  If this is the case, why do we dress like this?  Will we ever get the respect that we so deserve?…

Days before this happened, I started thinking to myself like always.  I wondered if Asians are more accepted by Caucasians?  We all know that Blacks are still not accepted, but are Asians perceived as better than Blacks?  I started thinking of this as I sat in the Chestnut Hill area of Philadelphia.  I saw an Asian man driving an expensive car and then I saw a Black man driving the same car.  I wondered who is more welcome in the area, the Asian or the Black?  I can think of the most random things ever, but I know other people think the SAME things that I do. 

I just want us to ALL be accepted for who we are and not by what color we may be.  I wonder if I will live long enough to see such equality.  Let’s believe in man for his character and not where he’s from.